Arghhhhhh....bersedia utk n3 yg panjang....utk kategori aku benci padamu....owh bolehkah sy meluahkan yg sy mulai berasa benci....hmmm atau lebih tepat geram dan berasa sinis terhadap bos sy...owh dengan selambanya...dengan senangnya dia menukar grp kerja sy...sy tidak di tukar department tapi terus tukar grp...means selama ini sy menjaga process lain dan sy telah di tukarkan msk utk menjaga proess lain...aiyaiyai....sy hampir gila mendengar butir bicara bos kesayangan sy itu....he change my position without any discussion...sy mcm nak gila tau....skrang ertinya sy perlu blajar from A-Z semula perihal process padahal sy dah terlalu penat utk belajar process yg skarang ini pun...dan tatkala sy sudah boleh merangkak dlm mengenali process dan menyelesaikan masalah2 berbangkit setiap hari selama hampr setahun ini.....owhhhh dan skrang sy perlu start semula...again mcm bayi kecil....masuk grp baru yg lebih susah x terkata....
Skrang sy dalam kategori grp discrete n he totally change me to IC (integrated chip)....sy sungguh sedih...terkilan dan rasa tertipu...sungguh sy berusaha memenuhi kehendaknya dan senior yg lain...tiba2 sy perlu masuk grp baru dan bermula semula....sy benci.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...really can't accept this...sy rs tersinggung ok....sampai x terkata...
Dan ketika ini otak ini masih tersekat...tidak mampu memikirkan apa2...owh yang plg gila skali i have no option....x boleh tolak...sbb management dah decide...huh haku dah nak gila ni....!!!!....sedih sgt...Ya Allah inikah jalan terbaik utk sy....?
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Utk kategori aku cinta padamu....hmm i just bought chiffon for raya....heppy...tapi bila dah bwk blk umah nmpak mcm corak org tua2 plak....huhu...tp x sedey pun sbb nnti nak jahit manik so hopefully baju tu akan transform jd baju datin2 n mami2....uhuk....
Actually last saturday kenduri Akikah was held at my home town sempena my new nephew AMMAR KHALIS......he is so cute...my mom n dad siap tumbangkan seekor lembu utk si comelll ni...i'll upload the pic later....ramai sgt org dtg....termasuklah infineon's nyer kwn2....best...best2 sbb derang dtg meraikan my lovely nephew....sgt meriah....!!!!
That day Ammar refuse to wear his shirt sbb cuaca sgt panas...he became cranky kalo paksa dia pakai baju...so hari tu seharian masa kenduri he just wore pant jek...ihik...seb baik comeiiii...i miss him so much...my little bunny....he is so cute n sgt bijak...baru 3 bln dah pandai ajak org sembang2...dah pandai buat muka malu when people look at him....ahak...my fren Aimi said muka ROMEO...ahaha...ambik ko kecik2 dah romeo ye syg....
Lagi apa yg membuatkan sy berkata aku cinta padamu ...emmmmm my mR.Z came down too last wik....i miss him so much...(walaupun selalu berselang-seli ngan gaduh...ehehe)....tapi rindu jugak kat dier...actually mR.Z attended kenduri dkt my house and met my parent for the 1st time....n by da time i saw their rombongan car sampai...i mean rombongan infineon lah...hehe...hati ni rasa berdebar2 sgt....inilah agaknya rs org yg kene masuk meminang kot....ahaha..ghatal...padahal dia dtg nak mkn kenduri jek....
And well...my dad said ok...my mom said ok too....yahuuuu...cpt2 la nak kawen...cpt2 la hantar rombongan...sy sgt gedik nak kawen...tapi duhet blum ckp...i know i know wedding need earlier preparation...kewangan n mental...sy selalu merasa bersedia but betulkah sy bersedia...ntah...!!!
i miss u so much mR.Z...cptlah dtg Kulim ni...
Utk kategori aku cinta padamu....hmm i just bought chiffon for raya....heppy...tapi bila dah bwk blk umah nmpak mcm corak org tua2 plak....huhu...tp x sedey pun sbb nnti nak jahit manik so hopefully baju tu akan transform jd baju datin2 n mami2....uhuk....
Actually last saturday kenduri Akikah was held at my home town sempena my new nephew AMMAR KHALIS......he is so cute...my mom n dad siap tumbangkan seekor lembu utk si comelll ni...i'll upload the pic later....ramai sgt org dtg....termasuklah infineon's nyer kwn2....best...best2 sbb derang dtg meraikan my lovely nephew....sgt meriah....!!!!
That day Ammar refuse to wear his shirt sbb cuaca sgt panas...he became cranky kalo paksa dia pakai baju...so hari tu seharian masa kenduri he just wore pant jek...ihik...seb baik comeiiii...i miss him so much...my little bunny....he is so cute n sgt bijak...baru 3 bln dah pandai ajak org sembang2...dah pandai buat muka malu when people look at him....ahak...my fren Aimi said muka ROMEO...ahaha...ambik ko kecik2 dah romeo ye syg....
Lagi apa yg membuatkan sy berkata aku cinta padamu ...emmmmm my mR.Z came down too last wik....i miss him so much...(walaupun selalu berselang-seli ngan gaduh...ehehe)....tapi rindu jugak kat dier...actually mR.Z attended kenduri dkt my house and met my parent for the 1st time....n by da time i saw their rombongan car sampai...i mean rombongan infineon lah...hehe...hati ni rasa berdebar2 sgt....inilah agaknya rs org yg kene masuk meminang kot....ahaha..ghatal...padahal dia dtg nak mkn kenduri jek....
And well...my dad said ok...my mom said ok too....yahuuuu...cpt2 la nak kawen...cpt2 la hantar rombongan...sy sgt gedik nak kawen...tapi duhet blum ckp...i know i know wedding need earlier preparation...kewangan n mental...sy selalu merasa bersedia but betulkah sy bersedia...ntah...!!!
i miss u so much mR.Z...cptlah dtg Kulim ni...
xoxo...T_T
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