Monday, November 26, 2012

Skin Complexion During Pregnancy

Ya....sy kategori perempuan mengandung yang x merasa kulit glowing-glowing mcm sesetengah perempuan mengandung yg sy cemburui....

Ya la lain org lain kekdah mengandungnya kan...dulu isteri kawan dekat ofis sy sgt cantik ketika mengandung...dia mmg dah berkulit putih...makin berseri2 time ngandung...kulit muka cekang putih and nmpak mcm mekap dwi look gitew...hmmm masa tu teringin nak pregnant dgn harapan akan berseri2 mcm tuh...

Tapi untuk sy ianya totally opposite...kulit muka jadi kasar,kusam,burn,kering,jerawat,acne...u name it....pakej lengkap...adoii apa la nasib...bukan muka ja bhgn2 lain pun jadi jugak...bhgn leher jadi kusam dan kering kamu tau...sepanjang ngandung potong rambut kat umah ja sbb takut tukang gunting rambut pengsan tgk neck i....suami ckp pas bersalin ok la ni...mesti back to normal...garenti kaaaa????!

Yang heran ... Keja kat ofis beraircond...kalo x keja pun MC dok kat umah bukannya kena matahari so awat kulit muka ni jadi burn sgtttt....x phm la sy....tiba2 ja jadi camni...ramai plak tu org sekeliling tegur...haishhh

Pakai produk kecantikan apa pun x menjadi....scrub la sampai nak tertanggal kulit pun sama ka...buang duit jer...dah la kalo pakai lebih2 sket mula la muka berpeluh x ketahuan hala...apa ke hal tah...

Low self esteem jadinya...dah la sy rasa perut sy mcm kecik ja compare dgn pengembangan badan sy....semua mknn tu jadi lemak ja kot instead of jadi anak...peha besar weiiiii....sedih...!

Apa yg sy harapkan setelah melalui panahan pregnancy yg x cantik ni harap2 anak sy sihat dan cute....ohoho ... Jgn jadi mcm mummy ok syg...




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Friday, November 23, 2012

False Alarm

2 mlm lepas...22 nov around 12.45am....terjaga dari tidor sakit perut....gi toilet membuang ....sebaik selesai tiba2 pecah peluh...baju tido basah dek peluh likat...berpinar kepala,sakit perut memulas tuhan sj yg tahu....perut bergelodak dari bawah sampai ke dada sampai rasa nak muntah,baby kicking very strong,perut jadi keras sgt mcm batu dah tu sakit pedih menyusup kat bahagian belakang pinggang....

I dok pikir kalo ini la namanya contraction mmg sakit la nak beranak....terasa kaki mcm x betul2 pijak lantai...and i can't think straight...hubby asked whether nak letak minyak panas urut kaki sbb kaki sejuk sgt tp i x leh decide...my mind totally lost in the pain....awat la haku dok menghayati sakit tuh....ptut buat relaks n tenang ja....tp mcm x mampu ok....!

Huh mmg ingt nak deliver dah tp x da tanda2 lain selain tu ja...x da turun darah or air ketuban...esok paginya gi check doc...n aftr check up doc ckp itu blum nak bersalin lagi...hah ya ka....dah kalo btul2 sakit nak bersalin mcm mana...? Itu rasa mcm dah sakit sgt tu...x dpt describe sakit yang bergulung2 datang time tu....mcm nak cabut perut letak kat tepi sat....sbb sakit yg teramat...

Harap2 bila btul2 nak bersalin haku lebih kuat dr smlm...especially mental...kagum dgn golongan ibu yang buat hypnobirthing n beranak sendiri ja kat rumah...pas beranak bangun plak mop lantai yg darah2 tu...pastu take hot shower mcm x da apa2 terjadi...super mommy...!

Scary ok....! Mari amalkan surah2 nih...harap tuhan yang permudahkan segala urusan....amin.




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Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Apakah?????!!!!!

Been urged by nurse at klinik kesihatan to go to see doc at bigger klinik kesihatan yang ada doc coz a little overweight while the i have no diabetes and no high blood pressure after few test done before...no nothing....after waiting for 3 hours only can see the doc and she said nothing...just a silent treatment....end up nurse said that 'go to ur normal check up at klinik kesihatan as per scheduled' ....that's it... So that 3 hours wasted with no advise or conclusion whatsoever.....! Apakah?????!!!!

Frust ok frust....apa yang derang nak sebenarnya.....selak page buku merah tu sana sini without saying anything pastu suh p check mcm biasa next week...yang smlm beria2 suh p jmpa doc ckp bahaya itu ini then the doc said nothing....i do not bother to ask coz i wanted to hear the doc opinion....arggghhh... Doc tgk2 ja x ckp apa pun...x suh diet or whatever pun...doc pun x da benda nk advise agaknya....adakah ini procedure that klinik kesihatan kena refer doc kalo issue mcm ni walhal doc x da nak advise apa2 pun...

Sebenarnya wajibkah ibu mengandung check up dekat klinik kesihatan nih??!! Dan kenapa x semua klinik kesihatan ada doc datang check..dan ibu2 kena go to bigger klinik kesihatan which is on other date and time which mean kena ambik cuti lagi dan tunggu lama2 tanpa apa2 input... I'm going crazy....!


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Monday, November 19, 2012

Shopping For After Delivery

Ko mampu Jah....mcm la semua persiapan dah siap la kan nak sambut baby nih...mak nyer plak shopping melebih2...

At 34weeks...sambil menyelam minum air....p bl barang baby sambil maknyer buat rembatan...i bought few tops yg nak di pakai after delivery/confinement....ertinya haku dah siap sedia ngan baju2 baru nak gi jalan2...beranak pun blum...! Huhu .... Biasalah perempuan dan alasan...i bg reason x da baju baru lepas bersalin nnti...right after confinement x da baju baru nak pakai nanti camna...??? Tercengang-cengang inchik suami dengar alasan paling rasional abad ini.....tapi WHATEVER...hoho




Yup i bought top at Nichii...selalu x fav pun baju2 kat Nichii...kalo sateen or crepe blouse i prefer dressing paula or others mcm DP, warehouse ka apa ka.... Tapi jumpa plak 2 3 helai yg haku suka kat Nichii ni.... come with too reasonable price like RM69 mcm tu for crepe or chiffon...

See...i love this mint green blouse and the peach front pleated top nih but i didn't buy it...too sheer and i malas nak pakai inner bagai....!!! Both tops look clean cut and simple...i love it...




Buyong bukan sebarang buyong...gagah ok shopping tetap di hati...! Walaupun gedabak mcm rasaksa tapi confident ja beli baju saiz masa before preggy dulu...Huhu

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Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Excited vs Scary...!

Hubby n me....we are excited preparing for the lil junior arrival...he washed all the baby cloths and hang it properly...once he finished we look at it and felt weird when seeing the small-small cloths,rompers etc inside our house...it smell 'baby' already....owh it was a teary moment...! We going to be 3 in our crib soon....InsyaAllah








Haha...can u guess the baby gender....? i think almost 11 different doctors telling us the baby gender during the check up...hopefully they are right...kalo tak kesian baby sbb bj semua prepared base on the scan result...huh

The name...!!! We are in a big dilemma...both of us can't decide on the name...my parent giving a hint not to pick a classic name such as Halim/Halimah or something like that...huh but i think english name won't be their liking too...it's tough i tell ya...i'm more into a literature name such as Bayu or Budiman for boy n something like Indah or Asmara for girl...hoho...! We'll see...

Ahhh...for the scary part is when people telling me about their birth story...24 hours in a labour room...!!! And the baby still didn't come out...And some still do not deliver after 3 times induced....! Agaga...i don't know what to expect...a mix feeling i tell u...i've searched for some doa to practice with hope Allah will ease my deliver...

اللَّهُمَّ احْفَظْ وَلَدِيْ مَا دَاْمَ فِي بَطْنِي
وَاشْفِهِ أَنْتَ شَاْفٍ لاَ شِفَاء إلاَّ شِفَاْؤُكَ شِفَاءً لاَ يُغَاْدِرُ سَقَمًا
اللَّهُمَّ اخْرِجْهُ مِنْ بَطْنِي يَوْمَ وِلاْدَتِهِ سَهْلاً و تَسلِيْمًا
اللَّهُمَّ اجْعَلْهُ صَحِيْحًا كَاْمِلاً حَاْذِقًا عَاْقِلاً عَاْلِمًا زَكِياًّ مُؤْمِنًا صَاْلِحًا
اللَّهُمَّ احْسِنْ خُلُقَهُ وَافْصَحْ لِسَاْنَهُ وَاحْسِنْ صَوْتَهُ لِقِرَآءَةِ
الْقُرْآنَ وَالْحَدِيْثَ بِبَرَكَةٍ مُحَمَّدٍ صَلَّى الله ُعَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمْ

YA ALLAH, PELIHARALAH ANAKKU SELAMA DIA BERADA DALAM KANDUNGANKU,
DAN SEMBUHKANLAH IA, ENGKAULAH MAHA PENYEMBUH, TIADA PENAWAR MELAINKAN PENAWAR ENGKAU, PENAWAR YANG TIDAK LAGI MENGUNDANG SEBARANG PENYAKIT,

YA ALLAH, KELUARKANLAH DIA DARI KANDUNGANKU PADA HARI KELAHIRANNYA SECARA MUDAH DAN SELAMAT,

YA ALLAH, JADIKANLAH BAYIKU SIHAT, SEMPURNA, PINTAR, BERAKAL, BERPENGETAHUAN, CERDIK, BERIMAN SERTA SOLEH.

YA ALLAH, PERELOKKANLAH AKHLAKNYA, FASIHKANLAH LIDAHNYA, MERDUKANLAH SUARANYA UNTUK MEMBACA AL-QURAN DAN
AL-HADITH DENGAN BERKAT MUHAMMAD S.A.W

Amin~

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Thursday, November 8, 2012

Little Something For a Lil One

Something that i'm ponder...waiting to receive some baby stuff from http://www.applecrumbyandfish.com/

They offer premium baby stuff and promote organic ingredients...got many brands in the website for u to choose such as Buds, Aromababy, Absolutely Gorgeous and many more...!

Can't hold myself to buy their good looking stuffs...most of the packaging is too cute...beli sbb packaging produk dia cantik...voley...?? Huhu and they also generously gave some sample to try from other brands...nnti dah cuba kalo suka baru order yg besar punya kan....




I've received the package yesterday...i've ordered it on Monday.... The delivery service is good, fast and efficient...looking forward to buy other thing next time...!

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Wednesday, November 7, 2012

WW: A Bombshell





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Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Precious 32weeks

I'm one happy mummy until now...betapa byk pancaroba yg harus di tempuh,betapa byk air mata tumpah,betapa kudrat perlu di kerah mmg kami suami isteri ikhlas tempuhi....sy bersujud pada Allah dan memohon tuhan tolong kurniakan kami anak ini sbb mmg kami sgt inginkan permata yang ini lebih dari apa pun....!




Mencapai 8 bulan bukan selalu manis bagi sy....i've placenta previa type 1-2 anterior, means uri sy di bawah which is not normal, masih belum menutup bahagian laluan keluar anak tuh but almost,masalahnya org lain nyer masalah PP type 1-2 selalunya x bleeding tapi sy acapkali mengalami series of bleeding sepanjang mengandung....! It's not easy to handle mental stress and physical stretch to go back n forth to check up....and yea kena inject with dexamethasone every weeks...bukan setakat inject itu ja....inject merata2 satu badan dah sejak mengandung ni....mcm2 jenis kes jadi....tp kami suami isteri sepakat ikhlas menghadapi ujian rumah tangga ini....owh ya and now i'm on MC for almost 1 month already.....sbb doc tkt bleeding and tkt baby nak kuar awal...

Dan ahad lepas satu lagi kejadian yg shocking to us....nurse kat klinik kesihatan ckp my baby's heartbeat too high...almost 170/min.... Suruh kami refer sana sini 2-3 tmpat and check CTG whether ok or not.... Dari klinik desa ke klinik kesihatan daerah and push us to que at gov hosp plak....i opted to hosp swasta terus sbb nk tau result segera...nurse ckp maybe baby heartbeat too high sbb dia lemas kot....!!!!!! I almost fainted, she said need to cser now....mmg trus pucat n jadi bengong....i'm only 32weeks....means x ckp bulan lagi...poor my baby kena masik incubator.... That was what i've thought on the way to the hosp....risau sgt2....hanya tuhan yg tahu....

Bila p buat CTG tu.... Turn out ok....normal within the range 120-160/min.... Mmg kadang ternaik over than 160 but doc said it's normal.... Thank god....!




Sekarang mmg rest sahaja....x buat kerja rumah langsung...we try to avoid anymore bleeding...we must keep save the baby inside until the baby mature...hrp tuhan maha mendengar doa kami...berharap jua si kecil ini x meragam nak kuar awal....if course mummy nak jmpa awak secepat mungkin tp baik bersabar utk kebaikan kamu si kecil...!

Pray for us....we would love and looking forwards to meet our lil junior....! our baby is so active inside mummy tummy everyday...! Mengah ok...!!! But it's overwhelming feeling...!


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Monday, November 5, 2012

Stretch Mark Mai Dah.....!!!!!

Suami sedang sapukan minyak Vco kat perut.....pastu dia ambik gmbar perut mak enon......penuh stretch markkkkkkkk.....kiri ngan kanan perut.....perut 8 bulan.....boleh diselamatkan lagi kahhhhh????.... I x nmpak selama ni uols x tau yang ia sudah teruk....

Kalo skang baru terhegeh nak cari krim mencegah pastilah tidak berkesan kannnnnn???? Weihhhh stress bl tgk regangan tersebut....ala2 perut cekang nak meletup....*gmbar x leh upload....censor* karang ada yg nk pengsan tgk tuh....!

Huh gelap masa depan mak enon....! Palmer's cocoa butter formula tuh berkesan dak? Sapa2 blh share info berkaitan stretch mark nih....huhu tulun...T__T


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