Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Wordless Wednesday: I Need To...


Pic credit to Mas



Sunday, March 27, 2011

Almost Fainted~

hmmm.... i have really no mood to update anything .... and so the wedding preps .... so many things that need my attentions and eventually lead to a headache... i have no word to describe the exact feeling that i'm into now ... sometimes i feel like to give up the wedding ... the thing is in my case i am a bride with nobody could help me to prepare the wedding and i am a person with not much money in bank so to hire a wedding planner is not an option...unless i'm begging daddy to support from A-Z....hehe ... i think i'm big enough to plan and execute my big day but never thought it will be this tired ....

Yes the point is everything seem uncontrolled now ... haha and i am almost fainted at pasar malam tadi .... all of sudden i can't hear the adek penjual bihun sup tu cakap apa and sayup2 je suara dia ... i blink my eyes and shake my head left and right and wishing for not to collapse there ....malu haku nak jatuh kat situ...i am too heavy for a man to carry i guess so it is better not to faint there ...boleh tak haku pikir yang itu dulu ...haha then lucky i still can stand still ... cepat2 bayar and head to buy the air tebu coz my hypothesis at that time is maybe i kekurangan gula .... haha....lucky it is not severe but it freak me out .... coz i never ever experience that few blank second moment in my life....

haishhh i guess i'm struggling too much for the wedding and the diet as well, my mR.Z is far from me thus i have to handle this on my own ... ke sana sini survey itu ini all alone ... mungkin sy penat but i didn't realize it coz wedding prep is so much fun ok....! thus my heart denied that i need a rest and keep going on ... haishhh....

Work also not helping me lately, depression is my closest fren everyday ... asek naik darah ja hari2 ... and i always feel guilty to the person that i've been angry at the end of the days .... and thinking tomorrow is a MONDAY .... lagi la terasa sakit kepala and teringat2 schedule yang penuh padat likat tuh ....


Wish me luck and good luck everyday .... i need it badly ... T__T


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Wordless Wednesday: BFF Wedding..!




pic credit to fren OSEM


Sunday, March 20, 2011

Truly Fruitful Wikent ... I Loike..!


Sedey sbb esok isnin and i have to go to work.... and have to work even harder to solve the problem without OT been paid .... haih .... ok x nak citer sedey .... nak citer 2 hari wikent ni sgt best .... of course sebab pergi shopping and mR.Z came down to see me and skang dia on da way balik ke Perak semula .... thanks Inchik coz menceriakan ahad sy ....hihi *i call mR.Z inchik nowdays...*

Mari layan pic yer kawan2...

Ari jumaat mlm tu ada dinner farewell manager department kat Hard Rock Feringgi... i didn't report to him but once i've been under his supervision back in year 2008 .... Dr Reza good bye .... good luck for his future undertaking in Regenburg Germany ... by da way bini dia sgt cantik....haha x berkelip haku tgk kulit bini dia yg mulus tulus tuh ... jauh bara dr api la kalo nak banding ngan kulit sendiri ... malu sungguh.... haha




Ari sabtu kuar jalan2 ke QB sorang2 niat nak cari kasut kawen as i mention in previous entry .... sekali terserempak ngan my fren mS.Mas ....apa lagi da jumpa geng melencong shopping benda2 yg x da dlm list kawen ... i'm hesistate to shop nowdays sbb paham2 la nak kawen ni pakai duit mengalahkan gunung titiwangsa tu ha .... tp finally kalah jugak pada nafsu serakah ni ...mula2 teman my fren shopping her shuz kat ALDO ... nice wedges .... geram tgk tp time tu dpt sabarkan hati lagi ... duit x senang dpt skang ni .... hoho ....





Tapi finally jatuh chenta ngan cardigan kat atas tuh.... so rembat satu ....x tahan wei... i do love ruffles this day... lucky mR.Z approved ... haha sbb i know he doesn't really into ruffles ... semak katanya ....ini bukan mR.Z belanja i yg belanja duit sendiri ....haha...habis kontang bank haku ....*tepuk dahi sendiri*...

Al-kisah hari ini hari ahad ... mR.Z dtg menjenguk sy yg kerinduan ...*bluekkk sila muntah di toilet masing2 yer ... hehe* .... i yg dok buat tarik tali kejap suh dtg kejap x yah dtg ... finally he came ... we went to Gurney Plaza .... and one more hantaran for him been slash out ... huh lega ... most of my hantaran dah complete tinggal yg mcm sirih junjung so x de la nak buat dari skang kan ... so yang tinggal hantaran untuk mR.Z ...will complete it month by month kot sbb kena kirai duhet gaji ...hoho


Satisfied fiance with the hantaran... hihi


Pastu dpt la gi mkn2 ngan mR.Z...best2 sbb wikent la baru blh mkn proper sket ... and suka tgk mR.Z mkn sbb he always skip dinner lately sbb kerja menimbun ... puas hati tgk dia mkn ...


Muka sy sebesar talam ... T__T aishhh...!!!



Ok sayang2....tata ...i have to unpack the shopping stuff....woot*


Saturday, March 19, 2011

If Electric Blue is a Hot Pink...!


i went out to QB in Penang just now, searching for my wedding shuz, which i still torn between fuchsia or white .... non ado yg menarik .... nak yg murah dan cantik ye puan-puan .... the criteria is peep toe, 3 inch or less, with front platform, sateen finish and a ribbon or bling2 to flaunt the shuz ....

Hmm sebab byk sgt cekadak criteria tuh so x bekenan satu pung kat kedai2 td... so kerana merajuk sbb x jmpa heel kesukaan maka membawa diri ke forever 21, niat untuk mengempiskan purse yg sedia kempis....purse makin slim tuan makin debab je sejak2 skang nih...huhu

ok back to the story .... i found this hot heels in electric blue....sgt santek x terkata santeknya ... but i guess this is 4 inch .... if only electric blue is a fuchsia i will buy it for my w-day .... malangnya ianya biru elektrik kesukaan hamba tetapi hamba x beli la sbb x da kaitan dengan wedding pung ... frust sungguh ok ... sesapa yg theme kaler electric blue cepat gi serbu forever 21...make sure ur groom tu tinggi dari 4inch heel tu yer ....... haih hamba keciwa btui la.....



ok actually i ambik pic dr sisi sahaja tkt kena marah ngan SA....cantikkan ... heel and girl, who would understand the chemistry aite ... hihi ...i'm once a heel junkie ... skang suda insap ....!


Saturday, March 12, 2011

Yang Masih Belum Dan Harus Segera


1- kek kawen blum tempah
2- doorgift blum decide
3- kasut for nikah,reception,bertandang blum beli


Ok yang ini yang asek bermain di kepala.... yang lain mostly dah book ....ok cincin inchik tunang blum beli lagik .... dasar last minute ....maka hari ini harus survey dan survey ....

Weekend is back ... i love saturday the most .... blh pikir pasal kawen sepenuh hati ...no work allows....hihi

Happy saturday darlingz...!

Owh lupa yang masih belum dan harus segera mungkin sepatutnya menguruskan perihal borang nikah for both of us dahulu...hehe....


p/s: a deep condolence for the Tsunami victims ...


Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

100 Terakhir...!


Ok ticker tu dah tunjuk hari ini 100 terakhir persiapan before my wedding day ... mmg terasa berdebar sungguh .... ok actually 100 hari equal to ~3 bulan lagi tp kejap je rasa ... alhamdulillah byk benda dah book and deposit paid but i'm curious of the result ... mcm my dress .... my pelamin ... my hantaran and all .... sy sungguh berharap it will turn out ok .... and i also hope agar di beri kesihatan dan kewarasan sabaiknya untuk membuat keputusan terhadap setiap perkara regarding the wedding ...




Ketemu seorang teman yg baru jua melangsungkan perkahwinan baru2 ini... she also was a bride who organized and take care of the particular like us ... and she said bila lepas je kahwen sehari tu terus terasa ... *la dah habis sehari ni padahal prepare setahun....* and a big day passed away like a blink of an eye ... but still she feel satisfied with all the effort she poured ... i wish i can make a wise decision in everything that i've decide for my wedding ... i don't want to regret later for overspending... mmg hati kadang2 x blh nak let go kalo sesuatu benda tu x dapat tp i've to plan properly ...and utamakan yg penting ... i want to be happy on my big day ... i just hope i won't stress on the day itself .... i want to smile and feel bliss .... kamu juga kehendakkan itu bukan ... ..!!!?


Monday, March 7, 2011

Sudah Menjadi Tema Pelangi Nih.....!


Ok...sungguh tertekan akhir2 ini .... tema hari kahwen sepatutnya kaler pink .... hot pink tuh ..... tetapi semakin hampir dengan hari perkahwinan terasa makin jauh plak dengan tema hot pink a.k.a fuchsia nih....semakin menjadi pink cair plak dah .... panas satu badan .... sekarang bukan lagi menjadi tema sy punya wedding tapi vendor punya wedding plak dah ....! at 1st my sis did survey on one of the arabian canopy supplier in Alor Star ... consider near la compare to places like Sg.Petani and Penang which known to have this canopy ... kat Perlis limited sket ... mostly org2 Perlis pun gi menyewa di area2 Kedah ....

Ada satu vendor kat Perlis the price is way to high ... dah la nak book byk nih ... so we opted to out of Perlis .... mmg sgt murah la and they didn't charge the transportation fee or maybe they alreay include in the rent price kot tp masih kategori murah la ... tp dlm byk2 g murah ni ada la yg tersangat murah di Alor Star ni ... mula2 berkobar2 ckp semua kaler blh provide ... "akak bwk ja kaler apa nak kami blh provide no worry..." ok sy pun bersemangat la and my sister gi kedai beli kain kaler pink yg di kehendaki setengah meter and bwk gi tunjuk the specific kaler that we want for the scallop ... skali dia ckp x leh plak .... blh guna kain kaler pink yg sedia ada sahaja .... which is pink cair weih ..... BUKAN HOT PINK tuh ....!!! ... haihhhh .... tp kami book jugak sbb murah ... i couldn't be more stubborn sbb sian my sis ke hulu ke hilir cari canopy for me .... so brides out there... nak yang murah kena la bertolak ansur yer.... haih

Sy redha je buat masa nih ... walau dah jadi bridezilla berpuluh2 kali pasal canopy la langsir bilik pengantin la tp in the end money does matter babeyh ....



I wish this could be my real theme color....owh help me ... !!! pic credit yo google...


Saturday, March 5, 2011

Macam Nak Surrender Tahu Tak...?!


I've just finish shopping a whole bunch of kain for my family ... and rasa sgt penat dan letih .... i just went alone this morning, and decide all the kain by myself ... and mmg rasa nak hantuk pala kat dinding *seb baik la sabar*.... coz i've change my family nikah theme like 3 to 4 time dekat Jakel tadi ... boleh gitu ...??! boleh weih sbb haku mcm separuh gila cari kain tiffany blue untuk kakak2 and adik skali x cukup meter plak pastu nak tukar plak ke kaler asal which is electric blue and i was thinking x nak membazir kain lace electric blue yg i beli kat Bandung dulu ... so the SA bawak la usung kain atas bawah atas bawah nak matchkan lining and skali i've change my mind again .... ok kali ini kaler biru laut plak ... but the chiffon is a bit pricy compare dengan yg tiffany blue x cukup meter tuh ... ok skali lagi pikir itu pikir ini...calculate duit bagai ... i've borrowed the SA calculator by the way ... usung sana sini mcm harta sendiri ....skali gi matchkan ngan kain parent plak dah x masuk plak kaler nyer.....grrrrr....haha

So i've change my mind sekali lagi ... ntah berapa kali tukar la ....dah lupa pun ... in the end haku beli kaler yg x penah ada dalam kamus tema menikah pun sbb dah nak tercabut kepala lutut ke hulu ke hilir carik kain ....ok i mcm nak buat kesimpulan x pyh la dok pikir tema nikah truk2 time preliminary plan dolu2 sbb end up beli kaler yg available kat situ masa tuh which i think it's still nice lah .... but this is not applicable untuk bride-to-be yg bersemangat waja hendak cari jugak kaler tema...mcm besa bride-to-be kat area utara ni limited sket pilihan yg ada ... and i'm very bz to go back and forth to KL lately ....byk kerja and mR.Z now also working 6 days a week so susah n x cukup masa mahu menapak ke KL....i harus redha sajor .... tuhan tolong cantikkan semua org di malam ijab kabul ku...amin

Akibat membeli secara dramatic di Jakel tadi so dpt kain free sepasang... siap berbalut and i was thinking mesti kain dia kasi hadiah tu biasa2 sajor but not bad actually ... maybe my sis blh wat baju gi sekolah kot coz i'm not wearing baju kurung ke kilang..huhu



Ok kain untuk keluarga sudah selesai untuk nikah and reception tp blum settle untuk bertandang ... but i feel so relief .... ok duit sudah lebur ya buat masa ini ... i've made a big hole in my pocket and my bank acc severely damage so sila bersiap sedia nak mkn bubur perisa ikan kering sebulan ... hehe ... i don't mind but i just hope my parent will like the kain ... ~tata darlingz...



Friday, March 4, 2011

Can't Take My Eyes of The Skirt..!


I'm in love with the dress....rasa meronta bila tgk the skirt ... *credit to weddinginspirasi* i'm so want this .... tp actually bab2 baju kahwen and nikah dress semua dah siap di design and kain dah beli so mcm tinggal harapan ja la nak buat skirt mcm ni .... i love the effortless look alike chiffon, sgt flowy and give a soft look....sgt lawa dan perlukan effort yg besar nak hasilkan secantik itu okeyyy...sooka hati mak enon tgk ok....agak2 susah kot eyh designer nak cut chiffon jadi bentuk2 gitu...kang charge lagi mahai plak dah..... kalo x pandai buat kang nampak serabut plak yer...mau org kg kutuk plak satgi... hehe *ada aku kesah*... tp kalo nak wat camni mcm x mampu dah....mesti mahallll... T__T






Ok darlingz ... happy weekend.... i'll be bz with some kain hunting.... kain lagik??? hehehe


Wednesday, March 2, 2011