Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Dugaan Cobaan Kepenatan


hello....sigh~...ys sy mengeluh....internet ini memberi masalah besar kepada sy....asek x dpt di connect ke network...it piss me off when i was in hurry nak blk dari ofis just untuk bukak internet sekali x dapat connect...kat ofis mmg susah la nak curi tulang....semakin hampir ngan hari bertunang ni semakin gementar...i 'm feeling like wanna take a leave and sit down and finish all the hantaran deco without doing other work....yup DIY of the hantaran cracking my head for the idea....even org kuat dlm hal2 ini bukan lah sy tp of course i was sitting next to her and ckp apa yg sy nak or x nak....saya??? hmm tangan keras x berseni...


penat jugak bila hari2 terpaksa keluar sbb x cukup itu dan ini....blk dah mlm and mengantuk sesgt....kadangkala menyebabkan sy rs hendak tarik diri dari pertunangan ini...di tambah a silly fight between us....i was thinking this is maybe what an old folk say darah muda kot...owh kepala sy serabut...sy penat buat semuanya sendirik....harusla bertabah di saat2 ini...mata sudah jadik panda sbb letih.....huuu~


one thing that make me can't wait and extremely excited is festival kasut kot nama event tersebut which is akan berlansung this weekend at PWTC...i'm going to kl and wanna see by myself..kalo masa mengizinkan la...shoe-holic making her come back...huhu...hopefully. They say there would be lotsa shuz will be exhibit and sell....i can't wait...mana tahu jumpa sepatu tunang idaman ker...? i'm really in love with sepatu from WLT during her kawen....sgt sweet and santek...she blogged that she found it somewhere near setapak n sgt murah.....yeayyy yg part murah tu la kita suka....hehe...ok sy letak pic and link WLT lain kali...i'm so damn tired..baru pulang dari Sunway....nite everybody...~

Sunday, March 28, 2010

That's Why it is Called Diamond....!



Sy yakin sy cemas....terjaga jam 4 pg dan mata ini sudah x blh lelap.....so many things come and goes in my mind.....mcm mana neh...i'm having a nerveous breakdown i guess....betis pun lenguh ni i guess sbb smlm pusing2 secara pukal di Queenbay and Gurney akibat sudah ampir 2 bln ndak jengah shopping complex....akibatnya haku rasa kaki ini demam kot....demam kat bahagian kaki jak....bolehka begitu...huhu


Smlm focus utama adalah survey cincin....i guess this is the main reason of my nervous breakdown....sbb cincin yg seswai (tetapi masih bukan idaman) harganya RM14.5k after discount....(ok sy berterus terang.....huh)....it is solitaire 4 prong 0.7c which is baru lah cantik di jari gemuk haku...kalo 0.5 tu kecik aja ala2 semut of course x lepas QC kat kg haku....haha kg yg kepoci...! and this is even with no GIA certified hocayy....adusss trus memulas perut ini lemah segala sendi....it is not that i'm insist to have it but...but it's nerve wrecking knowing how small amount of money that we budget for a diamond ring..... even budget tu adalah 3angka tetapi still 14.5k uolls mana nak korek....haih...all this while i know diamond is not cheap....i bare in mind that it is expensive but this is super expensive uollss...i mean untuk org2 setaraf kami nih la...mR.Z somemore just a fresh grad...gulp...! pasrah....will try opted to many more jewelery stores.... kedai catok kat tepi2 jln kot...haha...


Huh tarik nafas dalam2....i have to learn to be rational...mcm x percaya jak sy bertolak ansur mcm nih....kahkahkah (gelak jahat....!)...


Owh ya my specification firstly must be a yellow gold as per request by my mom so that we can freely buy a white gold for our nikah....that is how my mom negotiate with me...harus gak ada yellow gold tuh...dah la susah nak cari yellow gold ngan diamond neh....limited design even dekat habib...pening2...lagi senang jumpa white gold or platinum zaman skang ni....but i love the idea of having a yellow gold..at least to own one during engagement...it is classic and semakin jarang modern B2b berminat nak pakai...


Oklah laling suma sy tergedik nak reveal gak la my dream engagement ring untuk tatapan....baca tbtul2 ye untuk tatapan bukan kutukan...even sebenarnya dah berkurun simpan x mo reveal tapi untuk sekali ini biar lah....jgn sindir sinis kalo sy ndak dpt cincin ni...mana tahu sy beli lepas kawen ke....ohoho angan2 sentiasa tinggi...itu adalah harus...



But of course i need it in yellow gold. Radiance cut/ Cushion cut kot (mcm princess cut if i'm not mistaken...tp princess cut selalu nampak lebih 4 segi..) ini mayb 1carat ke 2carat ke....tersembul jek diamond tu memangil2...mati hidup blk pun x merasa kot...kalo bakal tunang nak beli haruslah gi jadi gigolo sepenuh masa...ahaha....x baik sungguh sy....kalo ayah mungkin la blh belikan haduiii tp mimpilah kan bapak haku nak belikan baik dia beli kat my mom or dia beli tanah ke berjasa la sket...


Owh hati owh hati bersabar la kamu...! macam mana aku nak sabar cincin itu cantik...! cincin itu cantik...! (sila baca dgn nada lagu owh bangau owh bangau kenapa hujan ndak turun...!) donia ja neh...donia ja neh...jgn terpedaya (sambil geleng2 kepala)....tarik nafas dalam2 hembus nafas perlahan2...hehe selamat pagi suma...!



Friday, March 26, 2010

Bun Under the Bride's Hijab...



Hello world....waaa finally the internet back as normal...seminggu rasa nak gila je x da internet....i mean u know most of the time i'm browsing the webbie....online shopink and wedding survey....and ya most of the info about wedding come from the other bride to be blogger....i'm being updated with the wedding stuff sources mostly from them....that y internet r really important this day....waa ceramah kepentingan internet plak tiba2 ye....


owh ya perihal E-day hari ini...sila jgn bosan baca entry 22 hari sblm E-day....mestilah asek nak citer preparation and di lema2 e-day nih kan....nak share gak ngan korang....hehe...


ok for a ladies wearing a hijab our main concern is the tudung on our big day kan...owh sgt gerun...sgt gerun kalo menghadapi hari bad day tudung...of course asa nak meraung kan...dah la muka haku ni special seket...muka ku senget....ini betul punya...muka ku x simetri...sbb tu kengkawan yg kenal mesti perasan tudung ku senget sedikit....it is not that i don't know how to wear tudung but it my face actually...huuuu~


But today benda yg sy nak story is hair under tudung....bagaimana anda mahu mengayakan tudung anda dengan sanggulan rambut di dalam...phm ke apa yg sy repekkan nih...ok if u guys notice skang ni byk org pakai tudung kawen trend gini....i don't know mayb tudung ni mmg comes with a high bun like this or itu adalah rambut sang raja sehari yg di sanggul tinggi....





sorry no offend but i don't heart this tudung style...i just feel weird looking at this sbb mcm terlalu tinggi...entah la mata setiap org tak sama kan...of course this bride look awesome kena dgn dianyer style tudung tuh but for me nahhh...picture kredit to MyHannah Boutique






Me like this one....sila focus pada tudung mereka...1st picture is from schazwanyhameed ... she always wearing scarf ngan gaya mcm tuh....and the 2nd pic is from Daniel Zain...nampak kan bun under the scarf tu x nampak la tinggi sgt...nice2 jek...u can click on the pic to enlarge it to see clearly...hopefully i get one during my e-day...kena explain dekat MUA ni...agak2 over tak kalo time make up tu bukak lappie and show her this pic...ahaha mmg perempuan yg menyampahkan la kan....but i pay for it rite...owh yeayyy...i'm turning to a bridezilla already...ahaha....


You know i keep my hair long just for my big day....coz i want that sanggul under my scarf....panjang sudey rambut ku and once my sis teased me...she said my face look old with a long hair...yup i know but inilah purpose sy....mmg perempuan ni berpikir panjang...ahaha nak kawen lambat lagik tp berkobar simpan rambut....


Lucky on last wednesday nite during mS.Aimi and mR.Azarul farewell dinner i found that mR.Azarul snapped my pic as below....



Ya that is me in a blue t-shirt...i'm so damn fat pls forgive me....haha sampai i mintak maaf ngan uolls....kegemukan yg tidak dpt di maafkan..but yes it is me...ok lupakan isu gemuk....see my bun in a pink cirle...i guess my hair is long enuff to make the bun but yg ni nampak lower sgt la....kena up sket lagi....maybe the hair tied terlalu kecil x dpt hold my hair kot....tu sbb dia lowered down...so next thing is to do hair tied hunting....eh getah rambut org panggil apa in english, hair tie ke...hair clip sepit rambut lak kan??? sound weird...x tahu la plak...huhu...sibuk mak enon ni nak hunting getah rambut....benda lain lagi penting sebenarnya...


Hmm ok skang dah satisfied sbb dah tulis kat blog...pray for me for a smooth e-day ya....sy sudah berdebar kencang....kencang dan kencang nih.....phm kah anda perasaan ini....


Owh ya anybody plz help if u have a blog link of yommie bakery something like that located in Kajang...i need the web...found in one blogger blog tp i lupa nak bookmark and can't find it already...pls help...!!!

daa~




Thursday, March 25, 2010

Bridezilla Update...!...finally


Hello all


I miss u all like crazy…blog ini sudey bersawang…sudah lama x update…I've been fairly bz with work, love and my extraordinary e-day preparation….ouchhh…hehe jgn nak ngada2 nak cop extraordinary….mind you all it will be tremendously simple and pinky…hehe


I been so mood swing lately….organizing my e-day sgt perit…dugaan melanda mcm nak meletop dada mak enon tau and plg sedih byk duit habis…kuar surveying pon dah ranap duit…nak beli lagi..tempah lagi…I've tried to minimize the budget tp tetap nak gak budget lari….waaa mcm ni pecah peluh la sayer…!


Untuk kesekian kalinya sy nak announce…perkara paling penting/most vital ever for engagement is ring aite?.....kami masih belum decide apatah lagi beli….sila pandang kiri dan tgk widget ticker lagi 24 hari sblm majlis…dang…!!! darah tinggi lah mcm nih….kalo mak sy dia ckp 'awat lengai sgt….??? x p beli lagi …nak tunggu emas turun dari langit ka...???' hehe….


Owh u knoe what…long distance relationship is really killing me…I'm a lean person…sy ndak blh wat keputusan sendiri setiap masa…(even most of the time sy yg wat keputusan sebenarnya….ehehe) but hati ni insist jugak nak pendapat my other half…..setiap agreement dari mR.Z would made me be sured with the decision so I can sleep peacefully at nite without worrying unneccasary things…!


Owh ya barang2 deco hantaran sudah di beli….the color is really me…even the SSF SA pun commented on the color I've choose after she saw me open up my purse…kaler lebih kurang jek…'r u fan of this color?'…I smile warmly and replied…' ya of course…' I love site seeing dekat SSF…it made me calm and happy…byk barang menarik hoccay….recommended to go…


Perihal khemah sudah di book…! Ini pun meranap duit…. My sista asked whether this is neccesary…sbb kami ni org kg ja..bukan rumah taman ke….I just don't know but I want it to be in my official E-day pictures….of course for his family comfort also during mkn2….


Owh ya skrang sy jugak tgh bz mendecorate my invitation card…..sapa nak angkat tangan…???!!!!....faizah from ilikecard give me a very good price thus I buat la kad sket…I also ordered my tq-tag from her…she’s friendly and yet very helpful…harap2 dpt la menghasilkan invitation card ni…dah beberapa hari berbincang tapi x da hasil lagik pung…..owh cemas cemas….


Perihal makeup…sudah bawa berbincang ngan MUA….i left with no other choice..ppl said she’s doing a wonderful job and well known in northern area…mind u I x blh la nak terbangkan saidatulinisa or nurul shukor or lova cinta kan…airport pun x da kat perlis tuh…! So I decide to book her…but I still kabur with the result of her make up…kalo tgk kat blog2 tu x jelas….ni macam haku gi kamikaze letak leher untuk di sembelih secara free la…so dearie frensss who will attend my e-day sila jgn gelak kalo muka sym cm tepung gomak….take it as normal as u see the opera show…agaga takutnya….


Hmm lagi apa ya…I’ll update lagi la nanti….ptg ni contractor TM nak dtg umah check streamyx ngok ngek tuh…dah ok nnti blh la mengupdate secara tegar ya kawan kawan…



Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Pabila Tanggungjawab Mengatasi Cinta



i'm being a silent reader lately....really don't want to write anything here..give me sometime peeps...if happen anyone reading this...there's too much spinning in my head...to much too think...too much too catch...too much load on my shoulder...alone....i have to deal this alone...bila manusia yg kita harapkan rupanya tidak sekuat yg kita sangka....maka berpijak la di bumi yg nyata...dengan kudrat dan akal sendiri mencari jln...lesson learn as what ayah always say jgn bergantung kepada org....stand on ur own feets....u have pairs to support u anyway...jgn mengharap lebih dari itu....kadangkala manusia yg kita rasa kuat lemah jua dan mudah melatah...sy akui kini...bagai tergadah dari mimpi tiba2.....tuhan tunjukkan sy jalan atas perkara jahil yg sy telah kusutkan...mmg hanya Kamu yg blh meniup penyelesaian....syukur otak ini masih berfungsi....masih boleh berpikir dan mencari jln....sekurang2nya sy tidak mengalah....




Sunday, March 14, 2010

X Berdebar Langsung....!



It's 35 day before the e-day...haku rasa mcm lintang pukang je lagik....mcm nk end up serabut ja...i haven't book MUA for the day...i haven't confirm the arabic khemah to book yet....i haven't send the cuppies deco yet....i haven't order for the fresh flower yet....i haven't go to SSF for the hantaran deco yet....owh....no...bluerghhhh~.....berdebar mak enon ok....apsal slow mcm siput neh.....


Kadang2 asa nak give up jek....i just too hesistate...x tau la MUA tu punya make up acceptble ke tak...u no the tepung gomak and all...it is Perlis dear...no MUA meet my spec....aduiii airport pun x da nak book MUA dari KL ke....(ok ni sound demand budget kaya...amin mmg harap2 kaya nih....) so sy hanya berserah pada takdir..bagaimana dia nak conteng muka haku sila redha and terima...huhu~ doakan sy peeps....sbb kadang2 sy di lema mls nak pikir and biar je...sy bukan serajin bridetobe lain...aduiii~....


mR.Z just approved....hoyeyyy...hehe i nak bl kain cotton...buat baju kurung STD...budget ayu...cik Yunap i nak join club kurung cotton you....ahaha~sila approve


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Menanti Asmara...



Menanti buah yang x gugur....!!! haih....semakin lambat semakin geram....rasa sebal dan gelora...benci bila tak kesampaian....owh hati sabarlah menanti...~


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Of Hantaran....&*@*!%$

Grrr~ bergetar jantung ni .....masalah hantaran blum selesai...kejap2 asa nak kamikaze wat hantaran sendiri...kejap2 asa nak bonda aimi watkan....waaaarghhhh~.....dlm di lema....duit dtg la ko bergolek...sy nak kawen...benda baik ni...ahaha...bolehkah begitu...

Monday, March 8, 2010

WAREHOUSE Top For Sale....



Hello people...happy Monday...huhu~....ok i'm gonna give u a great monday experience...calling for all girl who wanna purchase brand new WAREHOUSE 3/4 SLEEVE PLEATED SHOULDER TOP.....this is new and wasn't been worn once pun...sbb....sbb....sbb....sy membeli dgn yakin that this size UK16 is my size even always buying from DP with size UK18....semuanya mcm biasa hati ni gedik x hengat nak jugak2...somemore it is pleated shoulder yg menjadi trend terhangat masa kini...purple lak tuh....mana boleh nak dilepaskan...harga yg di tawarkan pun best sesgt....maka hati yg gedix ini pun beli even satu saiz kecik dari kebiasaan....owh mmg perempuan ni sgt suka shopping....T_T....jesteru itu, sesampainya top ini dari UK...ngak padan ngan haku la jawabnya weh......cepat2 sapa nak beli....








ok here the background: i bought this through a tie rack seller beauty tie rack....size UK16...(blh rujuk di website WAREHOUSE for the sizing chart....)....i bought at RM80 inclusive postage....thus i'm letting go this superbly soft material top at RM60.....less byk tuh....email me at zzainatul@yahoo.com...confirm x nyesal...kain dia sgt lembut and sejuk....sampai i tot i nak kurus untuk muat ngan baju ni...but itu mungkin akan memakan masa 2 3 thn atau langsung tak pakai la jawabnya so wait so long kan....better let go dekat org2 yg confirm muat...x da la haku sakit hati tgk top ni hari2....hehe....owh ya kaler purple dia cantik...dlm picture ni nampak cerah sket but in real darker yg will make u look slimmer...very rare purple..a must have in every girl closet...trust me.....


So wait no more dear....cpt email daku....it comes with WAREHOUSE tag skali.....


Sunday, March 7, 2010

A Brid3 's Surprise Weekend....!


He texted me around 10.50pm on Friday nite saying his bus is 11pm....my heart beating faster than ever......so surprise coz he wanna come in such sudden....sgt happy....sgt2 nak jumpa.....i miss him so much but never ever expect to see him...(kami dlm usaha mensaving nak kawen....so perjumpaan sosial harus di kurangkan...) but i am so happy....mlm tu rasa dah x blh tido...dup dap dup dap hati menanti si dia...and finally he arrived here around 4am in the morning.....sgt sooka.....hehe.....i miss u laling...~ (mode gedix...)











I miss him....haha maaf kegedikan cinta jarak jauh....even we just hang around...didn't do an impulsive shopping but i'm still happy...we went to electronic store and search for few thing in our list...seronok jugak bila hidup terarah mcm ni....haha baru sedar mak enon nih...ya la i mean we listed out want we need and we went to survey together...i loike it....even kadang2 barang2 gadget which is not my interest nak tahu secara mendalam but i love to join him surveying this time....owh i'm feeling like a love bird...hehe yet i managed to get this to my lil sister...she want a zip around purse like mine...but mine from Dorothy Perkins and already sold out when i tried to get her one during my 2nd trip to KL on Feb...so i get this from Esprit...good bargain, simple, roomy and yet solid color.....hehe.....loike it....




notakaki:Congrat to my dearie lil sis, she passed her STPM with a dean list result...tabik sama lu~


Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Bridezilla Called mS.Z

Sekarang di landa mood kemalasan mengupdate...mood membeli belah secara online yang hanya berleluasa....duit di bank untuk makan bulan ini sudah sampai titisan yang terakhir....tetapi hati ni tidak jugak serik......sy mengambil langkah berhati2 dengan tidak menjejakkan kaki ke gedung membeli belah kerna di situ bagaikan tempat mesin makan duit....lenyap even satu sen dalam tas tangan.....aduiiii tetapi internet jugak semakin menunjukkan bahananya....bahaya tahap petala ke sepuluh.....tekan beli tekan beli jek kerja....heaven...everything cantik and macam2 ada...u name it....suma barang2 itu ndak tahu bila mo pakai.....aduiiii....heh aku mau simpan duit la.....mcm mana ni...mau beli kereta n rumah....x kan nak duk dlm shawl lak kan...asek bl shawl aja....dah penuh sesak traffic jamm lemari baju ngan baju n tudung2 yg kadang2 lupa trus ndak pakai.....owh sesakkkkk....


Teman sepejabat sekarang sudah maju...(maksud sy lelaki...) masing2 sudah beli kereta baru....Forte...Vios la.....jenuh kena pakai sunglasses sbb kereta mereka shinning sesgt toink kena sinaran ke bijik mata haku.....banyak duhet mereka ini...haku yakin sbb mereka ndak beli shawl....(ya lelaki mana pakai shawl....mereka pakai kereta....) dah tu bila haku mau beli kereta unik lagi mahal seperti mereka jikalao haku suka membeli belah secara berleluasa.....ini belum ada credit card plat-inum ke...mau mampus mcm nih.....


Owh sy serabut tatkala ini...pikir masalah ketagihan membeli secara online yg tidak dpt di bendung dan lagi2 masalah preperation tunang ni......masih belum book mau tempah hantaran ngan sapa..........................................................yg berkenan nun di KL n regenya sgt la masyuk...tambah plak ngan transportation nak angkut suma hantaran itu...rasa mcm x mau bertunang ja......haha...otak sudah pusing dan pening.....antara nafsu..kehendak campur nagn kehendak lagi..haha....tiba2 asa mcm nak deco sendirik ja....haha wow....i'm turning to bridezilla peeps...huh save me~



Monday, March 1, 2010

Bunga Pahar Sebijik MYR15


Ya ya cerita kali ini perihal bunga pahar...owh nooooo bukan untuk e-day...melampau sgt la nak ada bunga pahar time E-day kan....dah kalah nak kenduri kawen...kang esok2 kenduri roti kering cicah teh panas baru tau......


Bukan apa nak citer pasal bunga pahar ni.....skang ni trend bunga segembur besar kembang setaman.....lagi besar bunga ko or lagi meriah bunga ko lagi VVIP la regenya...serius...ini samalah terjadi kepada my future SIL...she's getting married this coming April and skang tgh gigih mengulit bunga pahar menggunakan tulang empat kerat...sebab apa perumpamaan mcm tekun gila sbb haku x mungkin rajin nak kelebet bunga tuh....she went to Lovely Lace Wedding...i think this is one of the wedding store in Kl and felt in love ngan bunga pahar gebu kembang setaman yg so hot mahallllll.....sebatang rm15 camtu...sbb mata dah nak tertanggal kat kedai and hati asek teringat mengalahkan ingatan terhadap tunang sendiri dia nekad nak ulit bendalah bunga pahar DIP itu sendiri...ya custom made by bride sincerely to her VIP guest.....waaaaa hebatttt....!








Sgt lawa tambah2 kalo tgk in real....ini gambar kualiti diragui sbb dari hp jek bukan IXUS kaler hot pink tuh...hoho sengaja mau mention...kot2 mR.Z baca entry bunga-bungaan ni....*harapan*....haku pun teruja langit ke-7 nak tempah kat my future SIL ini for my BIG DAY nanti...ok berangan dah ni.....walaupun amatur but her workmanship haruslah diberi clap* clap* sbb kemas...so all frenz bride to be kalo nak order boleh di consider kot nih...sila contact sy...keke tiba2 jadi ejen...anda pasti tidak menyesal harga murah siot berbanding RM15 mahal cekik darah....jgn x percaya bunga dip sejemput ngan riben2 kembang ni harga RM15 hokeyyyy kat pasaran.....owh ya rasanya tetapi tempahan mungkin di buka selepas her wedding kot.....serius i loike bunga gebu kembang setaman nih...kalo cucuk2 kat pahar tu lagik la rendang berbuah lebat nampaknya...bukankah cantik untuk pandangan mata...fotogenik di dlm photo dan menyeronokkna org yg menerimanya...hehe


Ok nak p mandi...panas sesgt Mesia ni asa nak buh aircond ja kat umah nihhhhh....