Wordless Wednesday: I Need To...

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Almost Fainted~

hmmm.... i have really no mood to update anything .... and so the wedding preps .... so many things that need my attentions and eventually lead to a headache... i have no word to describe the exact feeling that i'm into now ... sometimes i feel like to give up the wedding ... the thing is in my case i am a bride with nobody could help me to prepare the wedding and i am a person with not much money in bank so to hire a wedding planner is not an option...unless i'm begging daddy to support from A-Z....hehe ... i think i'm big enough to plan and execute my big day but never thought it will be this tired ....

Yes the point is everything seem uncontrolled now ... haha and i am almost fainted at pasar malam tadi .... all of sudden i can't hear the adek penjual bihun sup tu cakap apa and sayup2 je suara dia ... i blink my eyes and shake my head left and right and wishing for not to collapse there ....malu haku nak jatuh kat situ...i am too heavy for a man to carry i guess so it is better not to faint there ...boleh tak haku pikir yang itu dulu ...haha then lucky i still can stand still ... cepat2 bayar and head to buy the air tebu coz my hypothesis at that time is maybe i kekurangan gula .... haha....lucky it is not severe but it freak me out .... coz i never ever experience that few blank second moment in my life....

haishhh i guess i'm struggling too much for the wedding and the diet as well, my mR.Z is far from me thus i have to handle this on my own ... ke sana sini survey itu ini all alone ... mungkin sy penat but i didn't realize it coz wedding prep is so much fun ok....! thus my heart denied that i need a rest and keep going on ... haishhh....

Work also not helping me lately, depression is my closest fren everyday ... asek naik darah ja hari2 ... and i always feel guilty to the person that i've been angry at the end of the days .... and thinking tomorrow is a MONDAY .... lagi la terasa sakit kepala and teringat2 schedule yang penuh padat likat tuh ....

Wish me luck and good luck everyday .... i need it badly ... T__T

Wordless Wednesday: BFF Wedding..!

pic credit to fren OSEM

Truly Fruitful Wikent ... I Loike..!

Sedey sbb esok isnin and i have to go to work.... and have to work even harder to solve the problem without OT been paid .... haih .... ok x nak citer sedey .... nak citer 2 hari wikent ni sgt best .... of course sebab pergi shopping and mR.Z came down to see me and skang dia on da way balik ke Perak semula .... thanks Inchik coz menceriakan ahad sy ....hihi *i call mR.Z inchik nowdays...*

Mari layan pic yer kawan2...

Ari jumaat mlm tu ada dinner farewell manager department kat Hard Rock Feringgi... i didn't report to him but once i've been under his supervision back in year 2008 .... Dr Reza good bye .... good luck for his future undertaking in Regenburg Germany ... by da way bini dia sgt cantik....haha x berkelip haku tgk kulit bini dia yg mulus tulus tuh ... jauh bara dr api la kalo nak banding ngan kulit sendiri ... malu sungguh.... haha

Ari sabtu kuar jalan2 ke QB sorang2 niat nak cari kasut kawen as i mention in previous entry .... sekali terserempak ngan my fren mS.Mas ....apa lagi da jumpa geng melencong shopping benda2 yg x da dlm list kawen ... i'm hesistate to shop nowdays sbb paham2 la nak kawen ni pakai duit mengalahkan gunung titiwangsa tu ha .... tp finally kalah jugak pada nafsu serakah ni ...mula2 teman my fren shopping her shuz kat ALDO ... nice wedges .... geram tgk tp time tu dpt sabarkan hati lagi ... duit x senang dpt skang ni .... hoho ....

Tapi finally jatuh chenta ngan cardigan kat atas tuh.... so rembat satu ....x tahan wei... i do love ruffles this day... lucky mR.Z approved ... haha sbb i know he doesn't really into ruffles ... semak katanya ....ini bukan mR.Z belanja i yg belanja duit sendiri ....haha...habis kontang bank haku ....*tepuk dahi sendiri*...

Al-kisah hari ini hari ahad ... mR.Z dtg menjenguk sy yg kerinduan ...*bluekkk sila muntah di toilet masing2 yer ... hehe* .... i yg dok buat tarik tali kejap suh dtg kejap x yah dtg ... finally he came ... we went to Gurney Plaza .... and one more hantaran for him been slash out ... huh lega ... most of my hantaran dah complete tinggal yg mcm sirih junjung so x de la nak buat dari skang kan ... so yang tinggal hantaran untuk mR.Z ...will complete it month by month kot sbb kena kirai duhet gaji ...hoho

Satisfied fiance with the hantaran... hihi

Pastu dpt la gi mkn2 ngan mR.Z...best2 sbb wikent la baru blh mkn proper sket ... and suka tgk mR.Z mkn sbb he always skip dinner lately sbb kerja menimbun ... puas hati tgk dia mkn ...

Muka sy sebesar talam ... T__T aishhh...!!!

Ok sayang2....tata ...i have to unpack the shopping stuff....woot*

If Electric Blue is a Hot Pink...!

i went out to QB in Penang just now, searching for my wedding shuz, which i still torn between fuchsia or white .... non ado yg menarik .... nak yg murah dan cantik ye puan-puan .... the criteria is peep toe, 3 inch or less, with front platform, sateen finish and a ribbon or bling2 to flaunt the shuz ....

Hmm sebab byk sgt cekadak criteria tuh so x bekenan satu pung kat kedai2 td... so kerana merajuk sbb x jmpa heel kesukaan maka membawa diri ke forever 21, niat untuk mengempiskan purse yg sedia kempis....purse makin slim tuan makin debab je sejak2 skang nih...huhu

ok back to the story .... i found this hot heels in electric blue....sgt santek x terkata santeknya ... but i guess this is 4 inch .... if only electric blue is a fuchsia i will buy it for my w-day .... malangnya ianya biru elektrik kesukaan hamba tetapi hamba x beli la sbb x da kaitan dengan wedding pung ... frust sungguh ok ... sesapa yg theme kaler electric blue cepat gi serbu forever 21...make sure ur groom tu tinggi dari 4inch heel tu yer ....... haih hamba keciwa btui la.....

ok actually i ambik pic dr sisi sahaja tkt kena marah ngan SA....cantikkan ... heel and girl, who would understand the chemistry aite ... hihi ...i'm once a heel junkie ... skang suda insap ....!