Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Hati yang kering...



olla...hihi...mS.Aimi just texted me...dari Bandung sana di mana she just put ayat penyataan utk or ayat suruhan kepada sy which is sy patut ke Bandung for my engagement preparation , waaaa which is beyond my need or beyond my kemampuan kot sebenarnya...ahaha...i may choose for starving like h!@# as i have to saving for tones of money purposely to shop for my engagement preparation di sana.InsyaAllah if ada rezeki i would love to shop there too.She told me all the fabrics especially chiffon is damn cheaper there....meleleh air liur ku membaca her msg....haishhhh if i am so lucky and kaya mcm mS.Aimi bestnya....ahaha



I'm a bit wooried rite now...esok adalah hari performance review tepat jam 1p.m with my boss which haku x tau nak isi bende ape dlm form tuh...!aduhhh...! susah rupanya kerja bagi org2 yg x da hati nak kerja...wishing i'm super duper rich and could lazying around jer...agaga sy takut...i just don't know what to say...everybody contributing for cost saving activity but i guess i just help my team with a daily job...besarkah peranan itu...i can't justify it...



Doakan saya ye...help me when i'm down like this. I need to boost up my confident in this working industry...aren't being engineer too hard...??..i just don't know...the thing is i can't feel any excitement doing my work...masalah ini sgt chronic n it's getting serious but i just shut up n keep it to myself...haishhh!

2 comments:

Yani said...

Cik Zai, bagus u express macam tue kat boosssss. Bagi dia paham. Bagi dia reti apa perasaan kita nie. Apa laagi. Up la sket boss!! Heheh

brid3ofkayangan said...

ahaha...i don't know y suddenly i feel so sad...ahaha..ngok ngek tui...dah la performance review...mmg gila...