A Girl Carrying a Big Dream...~

Hmm sapakah perempuan seperti tajuk di atas...siapa lagi kalo buka sy....i just feel like that...i have to control my shopaholic habit, i have to control my temper, i have to learn to be patient, i have to bar anything related with online shopping...everything just to ensure my W-Day dream comes true....it is a not a big dream sgt pun...but i want it to happen as i want it to be all this while....meriah but cost rendah...owh mmg pompuan x penah sedar realiti...harus masuk rancangan realiti tv n nangis2 kena marah ngan mentor/cikgu baru sedar...ok sy melalut.....


I just came back from Sunway which is a shopping mall...my nafsu really membuak2 hendak beli BB cream...kamu tahu menda apa BB cream...people keep commenting that it works on a big scar/pore skin face like magic.....BB cream tu mcm foundation plus moisturizer jugak n it comes with an expensive price tag compared to STD foundation mcm Loreal or Maybelline.....maka sy assume it work....the pioneer is German they said (eh seswai nih since haku keja kilang German...hampes nak sampuk jugak...) pastu glam plak kat Korea n Japan if i'm not mistaken.....they say u can skip all the foundation n just apply loose powder after wearing it....it healing the skin problem issue like acne and scar....but after heard the price with my own ear i just have a 2nd thought and end up i didn't buy it.....grrrr~ nafsu2 je nih....itulah yg sy bisikkan..padahal x mahal sgt pun just MYR10+....Std la cosmetic kan rege tuh....tapi kenapa haku kedekut tiba2....apa kaitan BB cream ngan a girl carrying a big dream.....

Ada byk jenis sampai x tahu nak pilih yg mana....


Tadi cuba yg ini mcm best...!

Ok this is how it relate....huhu~ kedekut tiba2 sbb tiba2 terpikir nak byr dais, nak byr balance baju n all....owh this thing make me feel like i'm on mission....i keep thinking to save up even a little money to treat myself...(which is selalu jugak beli benda mengarut such as TIE RACK yg dah sekodi x pakai lagi...haha sy dasat...)...ok la my problem statement actually...SY X BOLEH JUDGE YG MANA PENTING OR YG MANA PTT DI PRIORITY....i just love to buy coz i have a feeling to own it....if i am able to own it i will feel relief like for an hour sahaja sebenarnya..then i will search for other thing again...ini sindrom yg menakutkan ye kawan2.....sy perlu berubat...ada x tok bomoh mana2 blh ubatkan....(ok this just to make it sound worst...kehkehkeh...)....

kenapa sy tidak pernah rasa kedekut atau menyesal after membeli....bahaya bahaya....danger zoneeeee...help....!...adik n kakak sy kata sy kena kawen org kaya baru blh wat dream wedding dgn jayanya tp sy suka mR.Z....hihi so lagi bertambah tugasan mission menyiapkan majlis perkahwinan impian ngan pasangan yg sesama sederhana saja...sedang2 aja....hihi...


Apa motif tulis cerita ni...x da motip...jgn kesah....hmmmm~

I Loss My Puitis.....

I'm not being me this day...entah kenapa semakin berusia ni semakin hilang puitis yg menjadi bakat sejak kecil...i hate this...i feel like i have no gift at all...since young i was no good in Math....owh don't misjudge...i always score A for my exam in school...but aktiviti memerah otak sgt la giat di jalankan....i was really fetish to be bijak u see....i already stayed up seawal darjah 5-6..tatkala uoll semua tido mlm nyenyak but it was me who rajin buat latihan math....dulu sy seorang yg x suka menjadi org yg ketinggalan...people always n keep saying budak yg score math adalah budak yg bijak but being me...Bahasa is my extrordinary gift that God blessed me with....so i was struggling so hard even sewaktu sy budak2 sbb sy nak dpt math A.....i was so damn scared if i can't be someone working in math working environment even i hate math the most.....tetapi kenapa puitis bahasa sy sudah kurang...i know i didn't nurture it after done with school back in year 2001 but i usually have it....kelebihan itu selalu bersama sy...i can write poem very quick...i can understood sastera very fast...tetapi sekarang sy sudah hilang keajaiban itu...bahasa n tulisan sy mcm kayu...keras dan x berseni lagi....i feel like i loss everything about 'me'....why oh why...?


Kenapa tiba2 sy feeling mcm ni....sungguh x suka....sy cuma ada bakat M.A.K.A.N jek sekarang nih...x mambantu langsung...!



peace uolll....!

Gadget Perkahwinan~

herlowww gorgeous....hmmm currently i'm feeling satisfied with all the baju n shuz that i've been purchased....bila mau insap pun x tahu la kan...but rs mcm dah byk sesgt baju plak dlm lemari tuh....thus dlm usaha memikirkan cara2 nak membazir atau erti kata lain nak membantu pengaliran wang negara kan i was thinking to have this...hehe....it's a gadget peeps....

Dah dekat 2 bulan survey nih...Hmm sy merasakan benda comel berwarna pink ini sgt perlu tambahan di usia matang hari yg hampir kepada perkahwinan....kerana benda comel berwarna pink ini bisa merakam detik dan sejarah kami menghunting barang2 perkahwinan...hmm kan sudah rugi sbb x da si comel ini ketika membeli baju pertunangan....ketika itu cuma mengambil gambar menggunakan hp dgn kualiti 2mp sahaja which is x jelas sgt la kan.....blh la...kenapa ixus 10mp sahaja...? kan asa 12.1mp yg baru tuh...??? ok mmg soklan cepu mas yg nak kena jwb dgn jawapan cepu la kan....sbb murah dah benda 10mp ni...blh dpt dlm RM799 inclusive 2MB memory card kat kedai Canon Midvalley atau RM849 kat kedai2 camera lainnya....(perbezaan harga entah kenapa mayb sbb gift lain2 kot....) kalo yg 12.1mp tu ndak mahal sgt jugak just around 1k tatapi bg sy yg mementingkan rupa dan colour yg pinkish maka 10mp ni la pilihan hati...hoho perempuan mmg mcm nih....suka judge luaran dari praktikal...'ada aku kesah...' hoho ayat kejam....so my next list dlm usaha membeli brg tidak perlu untuk kahwen adalah benda kecil ini....haihh pompuan ini mmg lambat sedar...bukan nak beli brg2 kawen tp beli mainan ja tahu...hihi....

Hmm kamu tahu masa kawen nnti hantaran sy kepada dia salah satunya adalah kamera jugak....sy mau letak camera 'itu' kalo boleh....i know he love it....we opted to 'itu' sbb DSLR tu besar susah nak bawak...and i think 'itu' really work out even not a DSLR n even my company using that brand untuk lens untuk teropong all defect sekecil2 zarah tuh...so quite amusing reputation jugak la brand ni dlm bidang gambar2 nih...hmm tgk la mcm mana kewangan masa tuh sbb skang ni sy membuang duit lebih dari saving....pompuan ni mmg kurang kesedaran sivik sila phm....dah tergadah baru tahu nnti....owh doa mintak simpang itu suma...owh ya mesin basuh jugak mau di beli segera nih....kamu rasa sy akan bl yg mana dulu...if u know me well than u know my final purchase...hoho...!


notakaki: dear mR.Z alangkah bahagianya jikalao sang kecil ini dpt menemani sy ketika majlis perkahwinan cik Aimi seminggu lagik...hoho....!

owh ya bukankah blogger sejati (even x register nuffnang lagik...hehe) ptt ada gadget comei ini...barulah true....hihi

Special Announcement...!

Hello all....i'm on MC again today....got fever.....kena strike ngan demam ni time driving blk kerja smlm...blh kah begitu je haku kena demam...sesampai dekat rumah my whole body shivering and i felt so cold...pastu tido ngan selimut 2 3 lapis...confirm la demam...dah jumpa mRs.Doc.....she said i had high fever....better rest sj....i just don't knoe kenapa sejak2 nekad nak kawen ni selalu pulak jatuh skait...last year i keep whining that i never use my MC leave and end up ada 14 hari jugak sampai abis setahun...tp bln ni dah 2 kali sy MC....which risau pulak....kenapa sy asek sakit nih....?!


Talked to my mom just now....we have new date for engagement...and i hope this is final coz i already change the date with all vendors....and now sy berasa tkt plak nak book benda2 lain sbb tkt ubah tarikh lagi....hmmm let me announce here too...our new date will be "EIGHTEEN apr!L TW0ThousaNdT3n".....bersamaan hari AHAD ya kengkawan....sila datang...eh jemput dtg ya....


Hmm i'm back to normal again now...keep on searching for hantaran and all....sekejap je putus asa pastu dah mengedik balik...but all ini all in my hunting list yg plg utama ialah nak hunting new job ini KL...yea i'm gonna move there since mR.Z working there....rasa mcm x blh ja nak jadi weekend wife kalo asek saket mcm ni....but i'm giving a long thought about starting my career over there sbb sy x suka jamm....nnti nak hantar anak kat pengasuh mahal....mungkin sang lelaki x pikir benda ni sbb tu dia nak stay kat sana but for us mmg pikir panjang la.....stressnya nak meredah jamm suma...kat sini if i'm packing my stuff at 5.15pm kul 5.30pm u can expect me to be at home already...

hmm benda2 ni kalo pikir mmg x da kesudahan...lagi pening cioww i need to sleep...

KL Trip Summary...

Lets pic speak thousand words....at first i am really excited to compose the story here but this pinky lappie buat hal....it always turn off suddenly...mayb ada OS problemos or whatnot...my mR.Z will fix it later....so sy jadi mls nak citer pepanjang...just enjoy the piccas....

Me N mS.L3n at Krispy Kreme....!

Let's grow some fat...(L3la said so..ahaha)Yummie i tell ya...!

We're watching the lion dance sempena CNY...!..Best...(love the backdrop behind us...)

She acting like wanna buy all those Nine West...! (but end up zero....haha)

I personally love this pic...! excuse my bigfoot leg...! Grrrr~

Pertandingan memakan giant Homie currypuff antara 2 makhluk....sedap sesgt...!

His 1st Onizuka Tiger...now he's comparable to Green Day's members...ahaha...~

Some of our rembatan....loike it...!

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Last but not least.....







My 2 bundle of joy.......







Tadaaaaa~

I love both ot them...both compliment me really well...on left is my 1st dusty pink flat....i love the bold bow on top, simple yet classy. On the right side is my 1st blue and baldu flat....it so worth it just MYR47 after less from Momoe....really great bargain for such nice stone...it shiny peeps like a real gem stone i tell ya...~

p.s/ my engagement dress fit me well...i can't afford to gemuk skit pun...i just love the workmanship...i love Unaisah the most...she is really capturing my heart and end up i asked another dress to be tailored but she has no slot....owh sedih thus i haven't decide to send to whom...my mR.Z suggest to keep it 1st and wait for Unaisah too...see my mR.Z also love her touchs....!