Hello....rasa mcm skang ni makin jarang update blog...coz i'm up on nothing....bz with work...tetiba rasa tertekan yg amat plak after 2 years working in this industry.....so this influence my mode sesgt...mls nak pikir apa2....cuma blk kerja dan berlazy-lazyan aja....sy cuma melayan menonton cerita korea sepanjang mlm....and let my head wander around...mcm2 sy pikir....owh betapa x tenang nya hati skang ni....
Psl kahwen mmg stop sebentar...x pikir sungguh2 pun lagik....if happen i'm browsing and some ideas catch up in my head, then i just captured it to be remembered.....tp perlaksanaan x da pung...! haih...yup itulah sy for few weeks already...mengeluh memanjang...otak menerawang and always feel annoyed if something around me yg x kena pada mata sy.....yup i'm turning to be annoyed by myself jugak dah skang ni.....x tau apa dugaan dan apa yg x kena dgn diri sendiri...i keep on reading our holy Quran...asking for God help to always be my side.....sbb dada selalu berdebar kencang perihal urusan kerja....owh i always thinking that i'm really not meant to work in this area....it's really not my interest.....*tetiba sudah sedar....*...i can't express to my mR.Z on this....because he is truly different person...he can survive kalo campak kat mana2 pun....he always said....'dah dia bos...kita kena la wat keja yg dia suruh....do not feel exploit or whatever....u r not boss' lagi satu ayat wajib dia setiap kali sy mengeluh....'kerja kat mana2 pun sama'...arghhhh x sama hokeyyy...i just keep silent walau hati memberontak keras....kenapa sy x tukar kerja...? haih ni lagi susah nak jwb....i need my yearly bonus...of course sbb nak kawen...haruskan haku cabut after kawen....! statement berani mati....pompuan ini sedang mengalami konflik dalaman....haruslah anda paham....
Ok sudah sudah la dgn cerita sedih setakat mlm ini...i really wanna enjoy my life...haruslah menyusun rancangan padat setiap hari....harus la meng-ada-kan life after work....harus harus harus....! pertama2 yg sy perlu lakukan ialah mengadakan kajian secara tegar sblm membeli pencerah kulit.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bolehkah....!@*^%^....my mom keep on bragging yg kulit ku kusam gelap x bermaya...soalan susah nak jawab dr omak ku....'awat keja dlm aircond pun itam sgt muka tuh....'....aduiyaiiii gena nak jwb....???
Haih...peep i know sy sudah merepek..but i can't help it.....i just don't know apa yg membebankan otak nih......somebody help....!!!!
Psl kahwen mmg stop sebentar...x pikir sungguh2 pun lagik....if happen i'm browsing and some ideas catch up in my head, then i just captured it to be remembered.....tp perlaksanaan x da pung...! haih...yup itulah sy for few weeks already...mengeluh memanjang...otak menerawang and always feel annoyed if something around me yg x kena pada mata sy.....yup i'm turning to be annoyed by myself jugak dah skang ni.....x tau apa dugaan dan apa yg x kena dgn diri sendiri...i keep on reading our holy Quran...asking for God help to always be my side.....sbb dada selalu berdebar kencang perihal urusan kerja....owh i always thinking that i'm really not meant to work in this area....it's really not my interest.....*tetiba sudah sedar....*...i can't express to my mR.Z on this....because he is truly different person...he can survive kalo campak kat mana2 pun....he always said....'dah dia bos...kita kena la wat keja yg dia suruh....do not feel exploit or whatever....u r not boss' lagi satu ayat wajib dia setiap kali sy mengeluh....'kerja kat mana2 pun sama'...arghhhh x sama hokeyyy...i just keep silent walau hati memberontak keras....kenapa sy x tukar kerja...? haih ni lagi susah nak jwb....i need my yearly bonus...of course sbb nak kawen...haruskan haku cabut after kawen....! statement berani mati....pompuan ini sedang mengalami konflik dalaman....haruslah anda paham....
Ok sudah sudah la dgn cerita sedih setakat mlm ini...i really wanna enjoy my life...haruslah menyusun rancangan padat setiap hari....harus la meng-ada-kan life after work....harus harus harus....! pertama2 yg sy perlu lakukan ialah mengadakan kajian secara tegar sblm membeli pencerah kulit.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bolehkah....!@*^%^....my mom keep on bragging yg kulit ku kusam gelap x bermaya...soalan susah nak jawab dr omak ku....'awat keja dlm aircond pun itam sgt muka tuh....'....aduiyaiiii gena nak jwb....???
Haih...peep i know sy sudah merepek..but i can't help it.....i just don't know apa yg membebankan otak nih......somebody help....!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment