That's Why it is Called Diamond....!

Sy yakin sy cemas....terjaga jam 4 pg dan mata ini sudah x blh lelap.....so many things come and goes in my mind.....mcm mana neh...i'm having a nerveous breakdown i guess....betis pun lenguh ni i guess sbb smlm pusing2 secara pukal di Queenbay and Gurney akibat sudah ampir 2 bln ndak jengah shopping complex....akibatnya haku rasa kaki ini demam kot....demam kat bahagian kaki jak....bolehka begitu...huhu


Smlm focus utama adalah survey cincin....i guess this is the main reason of my nervous breakdown....sbb cincin yg seswai (tetapi masih bukan idaman) harganya RM14.5k after discount....(ok sy berterus terang.....huh)....it is solitaire 4 prong 0.7c which is baru lah cantik di jari gemuk haku...kalo 0.5 tu kecik aja ala2 semut of course x lepas QC kat kg haku....haha kg yg kepoci...! and this is even with no GIA certified hocayy....adusss trus memulas perut ini lemah segala sendi....it is not that i'm insist to have it but...but it's nerve wrecking knowing how small amount of money that we budget for a diamond ring..... even budget tu adalah 3angka tetapi still 14.5k uolls mana nak korek....haih...all this while i know diamond is not cheap....i bare in mind that it is expensive but this is super expensive uollss...i mean untuk org2 setaraf kami nih la...mR.Z somemore just a fresh grad...gulp...! pasrah....will try opted to many more jewelery stores.... kedai catok kat tepi2 jln kot...haha...


Huh tarik nafas dalam2....i have to learn to be rational...mcm x percaya jak sy bertolak ansur mcm nih....kahkahkah (gelak jahat....!)...


Owh ya my specification firstly must be a yellow gold as per request by my mom so that we can freely buy a white gold for our nikah....that is how my mom negotiate with me...harus gak ada yellow gold tuh...dah la susah nak cari yellow gold ngan diamond neh....limited design even dekat habib...pening2...lagi senang jumpa white gold or platinum zaman skang ni....but i love the idea of having a yellow gold..at least to own one during engagement...it is classic and semakin jarang modern B2b berminat nak pakai...


Oklah laling suma sy tergedik nak reveal gak la my dream engagement ring untuk tatapan....baca tbtul2 ye untuk tatapan bukan kutukan...even sebenarnya dah berkurun simpan x mo reveal tapi untuk sekali ini biar lah....jgn sindir sinis kalo sy ndak dpt cincin ni...mana tahu sy beli lepas kawen ke....ohoho angan2 sentiasa tinggi...itu adalah harus...



But of course i need it in yellow gold. Radiance cut/ Cushion cut kot (mcm princess cut if i'm not mistaken...tp princess cut selalu nampak lebih 4 segi..) ini mayb 1carat ke 2carat ke....tersembul jek diamond tu memangil2...mati hidup blk pun x merasa kot...kalo bakal tunang nak beli haruslah gi jadi gigolo sepenuh masa...ahaha....x baik sungguh sy....kalo ayah mungkin la blh belikan haduiii tp mimpilah kan bapak haku nak belikan baik dia beli kat my mom or dia beli tanah ke berjasa la sket...


Owh hati owh hati bersabar la kamu...! macam mana aku nak sabar cincin itu cantik...! cincin itu cantik...! (sila baca dgn nada lagu owh bangau owh bangau kenapa hujan ndak turun...!) donia ja neh...donia ja neh...jgn terpedaya (sambil geleng2 kepala)....tarik nafas dalam2 hembus nafas perlahan2...hehe selamat pagi suma...!