I'm not being me this day...entah kenapa semakin berusia ni semakin hilang puitis yg menjadi bakat sejak kecil...i hate this...i feel like i have no gift at all...since young i was no good in Math....owh don't misjudge...i always score A for my exam in school...but aktiviti memerah otak sgt la giat di jalankan....i was really fetish to be bijak u see....i already stayed up seawal darjah 5-6..tatkala uoll semua tido mlm nyenyak but it was me who rajin buat latihan math....dulu sy seorang yg x suka menjadi org yg ketinggalan...people always n keep saying budak yg score math adalah budak yg bijak but being me...Bahasa is my extrordinary gift that God blessed me with....so i was struggling so hard even sewaktu sy budak2 sbb sy nak dpt math A.....i was so damn scared if i can't be someone working in math working environment even i hate math the most.....tetapi kenapa puitis bahasa sy sudah kurang...i know i didn't nurture it after done with school back in year 2001 but i usually have it....kelebihan itu selalu bersama sy...i can write poem very quick...i can understood sastera very fast...tetapi sekarang sy sudah hilang keajaiban itu...bahasa n tulisan sy mcm kayu...keras dan x berseni lagi....i feel like i loss everything about 'me'....why oh why...?
Kenapa tiba2 sy feeling mcm ni....sungguh x suka....sy cuma ada bakat M.A.K.A.N jek sekarang nih...x mambantu langsung...!
peace uolll....!
2 comments:
hahhahah....azima...azima...
kenapakah ko tetiba terkenang kt bakat berpuitis ko...bakat makan adalah sesuatu yg special esp kt sorg pompuan since skrg pompuan berbakat dlm bdg makan smakin kurang/mereka kurang mkn..
btw,ko bley membuat puisi seperti;
oh current,
perjalan mu dr ke source ke drain penuh pancaroba,
bla....bla...bla...
ok mengantuk baca komen snirik bye
wehhh panjang komennnnn....ahaha aku sedey sbb ndakkkk pandai tulis puisi2 lagi....adakah aku terlalu terrer sebagai ahli pikir BJT...owh ndak suka title tuh...aku suka jadi pujangga ko tau...eh silap lah aku suka jadi personal shopper....!
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