owhhh help...!!!...i'm broke

Uwaaaaa~~~….sy baru dpt gajik/earned/salary smlm….n hari ini smngt nak story neh bahawa sy ingin membeli…bla..bla..bla…

Huhu…sbnrnya bkn nak story nak meluahkan perasaan jek ni…smlm around 7.30pm I opened up my maybank2u…and ‘syabas mere bete’…gaji dah masuk…hasil penat lelah / buang masa sebulan…kuikui…then dgn smngtnya I’ve paid everything dat I’ve to pay, means all debts yg sepatutnya byr tuh (kete,loan n etc la kan…)…

Then dgn sukanya I browse all nite over n over again…to find my EssENtIaL thing….i repeat ESSENTIAL kay for this month…hehe ertinya shopping la…owh sgt teruja… (teruja ke…dgn wang balance yg ciput dari gaji sebulan itu…)…x pe sy teruskan jugak walau dlm hati ase cam…x mungkin sy mampu membeli apa2 pun bulan ini…menchikkk…nape la kilang ni asek potong gajik ni…masih recession kah wahai kawan2…???...menchikkk….

Tapi x pe ku kuatkan smgt jugak….browse all monthly essential n jugak definitely my kawen thingy…but lately this thing always come across my mind, I use to shop till drop everytime I want all this while…(ertinya semasa belajar selagi parent tanggung….) and its heaven back then…but now I know how bad my kondisi kewangan…I hate thinking of it but itulah yg selalu masuk otak sy x kira tempat even mimpi skalipun…I need money…!!!! (screaming out loud…hahah menunjukkan sy orang yg terdesak skali….)…

Ok back to da shopin’ topic…I’ve found this…which is bkn la time browse smlm je jmpa ni…DAMIER tu dah lama nak tp mR.Z suruh tunggu dulu…tunggu ape ntah…tunggu bulan jatuh ke riba…riba sape jek la DAMIER ni nak jatuh…menchikk…!!!!

Semua tu sy nak…hmm xtually for above tie rack scarves … I don’t know y I need it but I feel like I certainly need it…I’m addicted to collect all those TIE RACK collection n I’m even a seller (http://tierackholic.blogspot.com) for this scarves tp x penah puas2 nak beli…(owh haku gila…!!!)…ape justification yg seswaiiii nape sy addicted kat scarves tuh…sbbb it give me confident I guess…so asenye kene beli ni…kuikuikui…kalo tak, tak confident lak ek this month…ekeke…

Hmm chantek kan cardigan tuhhhh…it shows something new of u I guess, ye lah x da stereotype je kan…it is a fresh look…that y I need it badly… (UK tgh summer sale…sbb tu sy perlukan ia badly to be in my closet…)….yang tanda ???? tuh ape lak ek…nape x de pic kan…tadaaaa…itu ruang khas utk baju raya…sy masih belum beli kain chiffon idaman di Butik Kerawang itu…sudah 2-3 bln sy ulang alik gi tgk tp x beli….hmmm sy tahu sy mmg kronik…sy mesti beli yg itu so it match with above TIE RACK in pink…da output akan menjadi sgt chantekkk…jika sy berjaya membelinya sy akan upload nnti…(mata bersinar2 ketika menulis ini…tanda pasti berjaya…kihkihkih)

So ketika ini sy rasa n mengaku yg sy gila duhetttt….sbb sy perlukan semua di atas…owh xtually ada satu lagik dlm this month wishlist…my lovely n gorgeous AX bag that I saw at PAVILLION during my last visit to KL…I’m dying in front of AX retail boutique…owh kaki ni rasa berat sgt nak angkat utk meneruskan perjalanan time tu…nape x beli time tuh…??? Sbb I’ve already splashed my money di Bobbi Brown, Eclipse, MnG and so on….menchikkk…sy nak jadik seperti gmbar di bawah….!!!

Sy akan berpuasa and berdoa utk menjadi org yg sabar n tidak boros bln ini…my sis ckp I kena masuk pusat pemulihan ni sblm kawen…mcm mana tuh…tp sblm tu AX pic as per below...hehe (sempat lagik nih...!!!)

xoxo